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“Wanderer” tats what describes me the best !! “Vella,bleak or a rester”, somewhr back in my mind I know the adjectives defining me are loosin the hold from good to bad !! reason bein simple tht it’s been 23yrs, exhaling CO2 and yet am so ambiguous of my ambition, too confused.. too strangled to come to any conclusion.. still havn’t found out what I’m looking for. This blog just came as rescue to kill ma time. I hope all ma asphyxiation to find a dead end here !! Those who have been part of ma life in special ways remain special forever, no amount of dispute or clefts add insanity to it. But then those need to be real special.. !! I am blessed to have best from "the best".. and still posses nothingness in me .. !! thrz a lot .. but some things are ineffable to pen down.. thts wht am comprised of !

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Ingenuous
Being ingenuous

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Treasury notes !

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UMM:                :)
6:08 PM             i missed u the whole day
 HMM:              :(
 UMM:              .... i was like when this internet will work
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6:09 PM             its a good feeling to miss someone
                        somwhere when u get back in touch u feel so good..

Thursday, July 22, 2010

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SEO !!
Search engine optimization !! that is what I have been digging out since months. Joe, One of best friend helped me get through SEO thing. For a change I loved it too. I explored enough to take my first assignment on Odesk. Didn think I’d get my first job so soon on Odesk. SO !! It was bingo paradise for me as my stepping stone.  Imagine! my first work and that to for a site that works on  online gambling game.(phew!! Sounds notorious for a novice like me).  Somehow I managed to deal with it. submissions to the directories. look for PR. look for mirror sites. Yeah dealing with it was an issue especially  with not so happy, nescient kind of employer that I had.
It took me 2 months to get into another assignment. Probably I was busy with other engagements and didn’t  get time enough to go to odesk and see the updates. Now, when I have got my second assignment, the employer is taking too long to respond. Aaargh !!
In between… telephonic interview with a technical person from rankuno.. !! Damn !! why do people take telephonic interviews when they know the office is mere 5kms from my place. Anyways, I hate it when voice breaks and someone calls u on the door just when u find yourself suitably answering the recruiter over phone.  Why do I get so nervous over interview? Darn it !! Stability is missing. God.. Give me stability.
Life is such a play, if you have the remote control over life, you’ll enjoy playing it for hours and if you are being controlled by somebody else, life looks like a coo inside wall hung clock, singing in an interlude of each hour..making an appearance outside clock only when needed. I wish I could make it . I want to make it. Chance…chance is all what I need.  Aaaaah… sadness…. !! euphoria saddens !