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“Wanderer” tats what describes me the best !! “Vella,bleak or a rester”, somewhr back in my mind I know the adjectives defining me are loosin the hold from good to bad !! reason bein simple tht it’s been 23yrs, exhaling CO2 and yet am so ambiguous of my ambition, too confused.. too strangled to come to any conclusion.. still havn’t found out what I’m looking for. This blog just came as rescue to kill ma time. I hope all ma asphyxiation to find a dead end here !! Those who have been part of ma life in special ways remain special forever, no amount of dispute or clefts add insanity to it. But then those need to be real special.. !! I am blessed to have best from "the best".. and still posses nothingness in me .. !! thrz a lot .. but some things are ineffable to pen down.. thts wht am comprised of !

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Ingenuous
Being ingenuous

Saturday, May 29, 2010

awaaz


Woh  humse guzarish karte hai ki meri in khamosh andaz-e-bayaan ko lafzo ka naam de
Humne toh gumsum si khamoshi unke naam qurbaan bhi kar di
Par ab tak saath nibhati khamoshi ye bardasht bhi kaise karti?
Khamosh lafzo ko samjha hai na samjhega koi kabhi yeh ehsaas toh us nadaan ko malum tha

Raas na aaya yeh mod zindagi ka jo kamabkht khamoshi ne awaaz ko nazar lagayi
Hoth toh humare khulne hi lage the ki parindo ne fadfadake hakikat sunayi

Kamjori hai unki jo woh humare maikhane aate
Do gham bhulake saath rangeen sama lipataye leke jaate 
Sau waadein woh karte hai, Sath nibhane ke unche unche khwab dikhate
aur fir khud hi khudko humara mehman batate 
llo karlo baat...!

Hum unki taaqat hai, woh humari kamjori kaise ban gaye?
Us darwaaze pe naina tikaye hai jaha roshni ne bhi paigam na pohchaye

Dhun jo gana chahe ye man, uske raag bhi kachche-pakka sa
Jis dil pe aahat dale baithe hai woh dil bhi beimaan dagabaaz sa

Is darwaaze ki khunti nahi hai sarkaar
Jab jazbaat umadh padhe rahega ye khula darbaar
Baarish toh tum aane se baras padi thi jaaneman
Mitti ki khushboo toh bas tera jism jata raha tha

Darr hai pal bitaye yuhi na mit jaaye
Armaan jo jagaaye who mitti aankho mai na dhas jaye..
Puri hai yeh kavita jo tum is dil mai bas jaao
Adhuri ho jaye yeh kahaani jo ruswa ke tum chale jaao!!!!

(original hai bossss....)
Rushali Ramteke,
http://noetic-ingenuity.blogspot.com/
http://rushali.posterous.com/

Friday, May 21, 2010

Cupid Struck ??

Cupid spends no second arrow on the same heart. 

Thursday, May 20, 2010

idleness

It is impossible to enjoy idling thoroughly unless one has plenty of work to do. There is no fun in doing nothing when you have nothing to do. Wasting time is merely an occupation then, and a most exhausting one.
"Idleness, like kisses, to be sweet must be stolen".

Thanks to one of my friend GG who recommended this book "idle thoughts of an idle fellow".. its fun to read, I am enjoying every moment. The satire that comes through while reading this novel mesmerizes me on many accounts..!! I keep wondering how explicitly Jerome K. Jerome has spelled the idle thoughts to deem upon.. !! 

Friday, May 14, 2010

Random thoughts


I feel sorry for words who never turn up..
and the silence for being inaudible to get disregarded..
The secrets are supposed to be between two hearts...
And I wonder how..Ocean keeps on integrating... as a whole..an entity..

Tears roll down, wet eyelashes have nothing more to say..
What should be heard is ranked by your presence..
are these words so important ??.. why is dis oral communication necessary..??
Be my guest..lay before me.. Feel me..
See it in my eyes..
you'd see stark nudity that can not be upheld in words
and you say you love me..  No!! I don't have doubt..
and still ..things seem like a daydream delusion..

Oh!! How tough could God to me..
i want to run away...i am a looser but does it mean i don't belong to be loved
or... make love.. !!

Ambiguity rules my life..
If I had to make something of myself...
Will u suppport me??...
I am insouciant..I am obnoxious...
I am psychokinetic in bunch of crowd who makes me feel Inferior..

Forget about me.. I know you are lonely..
and I had promised myself not to leave you lonely ever..
For whatever i'll be..or i am..
I am not gonna change..and you'll be loved..
it's a legendary connection between two souls who are incompatible and yet incomplete without each other..
 the senses awakens..

Chances are sleek for the togetherness.. but insane people are inundated with insanity...
and I am happy to belong there..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

eyes and heart

Eyes often dont see what's been watched by heart...and heart often 
fails to realise what eyes see...may be subconsciously our heart closes to see things
which we dont want to see...
somethings are too late to understand..
and yeah.. unsynchronous it goes at times.. !!
and they say..
eyes are mirror of the soul.. urrgg...grrr...IT'S JUST COMPLICATED !!