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“Wanderer” tats what describes me the best !! “Vella,bleak or a rester”, somewhr back in my mind I know the adjectives defining me are loosin the hold from good to bad !! reason bein simple tht it’s been 23yrs, exhaling CO2 and yet am so ambiguous of my ambition, too confused.. too strangled to come to any conclusion.. still havn’t found out what I’m looking for. This blog just came as rescue to kill ma time. I hope all ma asphyxiation to find a dead end here !! Those who have been part of ma life in special ways remain special forever, no amount of dispute or clefts add insanity to it. But then those need to be real special.. !! I am blessed to have best from "the best".. and still posses nothingness in me .. !! thrz a lot .. but some things are ineffable to pen down.. thts wht am comprised of !

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Saturday, March 27, 2010

Run away


unwanted..place 
can't just I run away ?
unplaced..thoughts
Cant i be more cynical ?
unoccupied..quest
Can't I just be more desirous?
uncoquered..success
am I looser ? or am I a being played ? 
unvalued..presence
Must thr be a supreme power to dismiss the creep? 
unthinking..relations
Can't I be that lucky one ?
like they are .THE HAPPY SOULS !
unuderstood..efforts
Am I an abyssmal schum ?
unenjoyed fights
voice unheard
words tumbled
actions pantomimed
never the less cared
less of high spirits
more of lacrimal
money brings happiness
yes it does
as it's absence degrades the life,
For sure!
can I just not die, 
why can't I be a victim of it ?
who cares if its so early ?
am I a coward..
Oh ! Any senses ??
yeah ! yeah ! 
Let merry things let go by
Let the HIM bliss the destined
I am left besotted 
more of an onus
less of existence
and
ambiguty clears
fog dismissal
mazed and lost