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“Wanderer” tats what describes me the best !! “Vella,bleak or a rester”, somewhr back in my mind I know the adjectives defining me are loosin the hold from good to bad !! reason bein simple tht it’s been 23yrs, exhaling CO2 and yet am so ambiguous of my ambition, too confused.. too strangled to come to any conclusion.. still havn’t found out what I’m looking for. This blog just came as rescue to kill ma time. I hope all ma asphyxiation to find a dead end here !! Those who have been part of ma life in special ways remain special forever, no amount of dispute or clefts add insanity to it. But then those need to be real special.. !! I am blessed to have best from "the best".. and still posses nothingness in me .. !! thrz a lot .. but some things are ineffable to pen down.. thts wht am comprised of !

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Sunday, December 19, 2010

Sweet talks

You see I was wondering how madly we love to hear what our friends have in store for us to tell. Seriously I never felt this before until I went to have jamboree time with my friends a day before. I had not meet them since long and i always had thought how much fun they engage in without my participation mainly because of my mother’s stringent attitude towards staying late at night and partially ’cause of  geographical distances. Anyways back to topic.. I can’t tell you how incessantly I love my friends speak.
It was such cute incidence when everyone else sans me was boozed in alcohol and laid down on bed at their comfort with the puppies frolicking around. It feels awesomely good to hear things you have always thought cute and sensible.  Of the friends there’s a couple who shared how they met each others folks and how they had their conversation about the nearby future. There’s so much to disclose but blog is not the right place to unwind such crushers. This shots are to be kept enshrouded until confided in the right one.
Anyways !! This is for my frineds..that sweethearts I love when you all speak..( of course not simultaneously) ! I love it when you crack those silly cracking PJ’s that has sense ( otherwise) .. Love it even more when everyone intellectually thinks about the inspiration  causing agent behind the successive outcome!! I hate your potty-full talks..shit (I hate myself for saying this)!
Just keep on talking guys  ..don’t restrict it to tittle-tattles but to long unending conversations where in I get to explore your imagination and the extent to which you can dig into any matter. If its boozing effect then let be it that way.. !! Love the way u all turn sentimental .. Love the dumbness and smart one liners..and aaah..those hoicking body language that speaks VOLUME !!!
But yeah for the exceptions.. who has moonier talk to unlax …PLEASE CHOOSE NOT ME !! I hate senseless loving talks that you have with your partner !! Keep it to yourself if you don’t aim to keep my learnings-avoid.
So guys…talk on… !!
A big hug to all.. !!

Rushali

Saturday, December 18, 2010

learnings @ SEO

Been quite long since i updated anything in this field. It's like it's been almost nt even half dozen of year (:P) since I started swimming into this stream called SEO and dunno what but few blog read made me feel i have sky to catch..learning seemed to have stopped at times..and i see wholesome sea to dive into.
Need to roll in with SMO and PPC ! What keeps me calm is the confidence in me to learn all of these within no time. Read  somewhere over GOOGLE that SEO web development to which i definitely agree but that just made me ponder why havn't I started learning "how to make a website" ? huh... Aargh !! 
Anyways.. It makes me feel delight to make myself understand what else i have learnt at pragmites..!! Recalls the days when i ws budging with blogs and forums. I thought I m hopelessly caught in wrong business until i ws moved into new team. Hurray ! I never wanted to get into this one but I knew if i had to learn new i'll have to keep my feet moving towards hell.
Web2.0's, Social bookmark blue print, Social bookmarks, updates, profiles..Link wheels ..ooh lala.. 
What i enjoyed making most is LINK WHEEL !! For software always generates some error.. and it takes hell to dig into which link went where.. phew !!
I don't mind spending minutes desinging the best possible web page through web 2.0's but sadly the number of clients that my team deals with do not permit me give much time to designing and since LFE has arrived i hardly need to bother.
I am overwhelmed and amazed to see how LInk wheel makes wonder to websites. WOW !! 
I know i have a lazy butt but still i manage to read few online tutorials on web CEO And market samurai. I see my colleague working on it making reports ...who goes mad..insane and berserk while watching the ratings go up and down. 
Cant wait to get into on page optimization..SMO and planning.. !!!

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Been quite long since i updated anything in this field. It's like it's been almost nt even half dozen of year (:P) since I started swimming into this stream called SEO and dunno what but few blog read made me feel i have sky to catch..learning seemed to have stopped at times..and i see wholesome sea to dive into.
Need to roll in with SMO and PPC ! What keeps me calm is the confidence in me to learn all of these within no time. Read  somewhere over GOOGLE that SEO web development to which i definitely agree but that just made me ponder why havn't I started learning "how to make a website" ? huh... Aargh !! 
Anyways.. It makes me feel delight to make myself understand what else i have learnt at pragmites..!! Recalls the days when i ws budging with blogs and forums. I thought I m hopelessly caught in wrong business until i ws moved into new team. Hurray ! I never wanted to get into this one but I knew if i had to learn new i'll have to keep my feet moving towards hell.
Web2.0's, Social bookmark blue print, Social bookmarks, updates, profiles..Link wheels ..ooh lala.. 
What i enjoyed making most is LINK WHEEL !! For software always generates some error.. and it takes hell to dig into which link went where.. phew !!
I don't mind spending minutes desinging the best possible web page through web 2.0's but sadly the number of clients that my team deals with do not permit me give much time to designing and since LFE has arrived i hardly need to bother.
I am overwhelmed and amazed to see how LInk wheel makes wonder to websites. WOW !! 
I know i have a lazy butt but still i manage to read few online tutorials on web CEO And market samurai. I see my colleague working on it making reports ...who goes mad..insane and berserk while watching the ratings go up and down. 
Cant wait to get into on page optimization..SMO and planning.. !!!

Monday, December 13, 2010

On a sad note..

It hurts to see people not loving for what you are but what they expect you to be like.. It’s what they think you could be like.. its what they had always imagined you to be like.. !! It hurts further deeper when endeavor to make them impress goes unnoticed.

Aargh !! Feels DEJECTED  to learn things you just did went unappreciated.
I wonder on my comradeship  with you and wonder more on your presence in my life irrespective of my clumsyness or to be more frank ..for being a fashion disaster.. !!! Damn !! Sometimes i hate you more than how much i loved you once.

On a sad note..

It hurts to see people not loving for what you are but what they expect you to be like.. It’s what they think you could be like.. its what they had always imagined you to be like.. !! It hurts further deeper when endeavor to make them impress goes unnoticed.

Aargh !! Feels DEJECTED  to learn things you just did went unappreciated.
I wonder on my comradeship  with you and wonder more on your presence in my life irrespective of my clumsyness or to be more frank ..for being a fashion disaster.. !!! Damn !! Sometimes i hate you more than how much i loved you once.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

PLEAD !!

Had no idea that you would come into my realm and produce so many cute and serene memories.. 
Been in love umpteen times but never was so unconditional as it was for you..!! 
I remember i was packing my luggage ..I had to act sapient in order not to miss anything that was needed for my bhau's ceremony..  ..when you were playing all around me just in mood to play around..rollick around.. not making any nuisance and all I could do was speak with you.. And i noticed you sweetto.. I noticed you.. !!  I wish i had embraced you then.. I wish i had cuddled you enough not to let go off me anywhere.. !!   
I toh didn't even say you bye while on my way to station.. was too hurried to take ur glance.. Thought i toh would meet you very soon at nagpur..!! Damn !!!! Damn !! 
Was broken into pieces when i heard you were no more.. ! I could see how you had been through..  I wish i could take all that pain If i wish..I could.. !! I can feel that cowardly moment when i was laughing in my comfort zone.. thinking what not.. and you were taking your last breaths far away from me.. !!! I know.. you must have called me.. but  i couldn hear you..perhaps i was too aloud in my space to let in any voices in my ears.. !!  
Like vicky told me how it happened to you..i can feel that hunger of yours to breath.. need to live.. need to understand what you said..  I have nothing to say...but this is just to tell you that i realize.. I realize it was my mistake..   
Babdu..That doctor didn inform me that it was not safe to travel for you.. that jerk didn tell me.. otherwis i wouldn have dared take you from here.. !!! 
I am sorry... Sorry... My ignorance caused you death... !!!!! I still recall..how my dad had his grave expression when.. he told.. how he embraced you when you were striving to breath ... I could see what trauma your death brought in our family... !! 
What tortures me the fact that.. I couldn reach out to help you.. !! Mere thought asphyxiates me..  Sorry is such a small word.. Babdu.. I know " I AM RESPONSIBLE"..  for whatever happened.. Please forgive me... !!   I still feel the warmth your fur caused to my fingers.. I still remembers those twinkling red eyes.. running outrageously for methi.. !! I remmber the dramepana that you did in kitchen .. How you jumped in the garden testing your limits.. how you legs used to slip on marbel.. how you used to frighten in lift.. HOw you used to come over my bed and pee.. i remmbr... YOU... !!  
Chotu.. If possible.. come ..alive.. in my realm.. once again.. and I promise.. I wont let you down.. !!! I PROMISE !!! or when I die.. I PRAY to that almighty (if exists) to lay my grave beside you.. And then ..i'll shower all the love i couldn in this life.. !! 

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

#animal count

Daily animal count in my life..
 

Camel  15+ (down-hill accompanied by goats)

Goats    6+ (down-hill ) 

Dogs    10+ (some sleeepin in middle of road.. few.. barkin.. and few...          stranded )

Swines  3+ (mostly a mother/father accompanied by their offspring ..:P)

Sparrow 4  (flappin there wings)
Horses   3+ (mostly .crossing road.. on camp side..)
Crow     1  (heard never seen)
Cats      3  (below office buildin.. Now they come runnin when i say miow...)         Love those kittens.

Pigeon  1   (outside bathroom window) 
(this makes a beautiful ride to my workplace.. I ignore the human beings n concentrate on these animals... Its pretty cool and intriguing to observe them.. Worth reckin n deemin it aloud)

Rushali Ramteke,
http://noetic-ingenuity.blogspot.com/
http://rushali.posterous.com/

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Dont they look similar ? on Twitpic

Dont they look similar ? on Twitpic

SPUN !

My superstition got me wishin' for another life and if I don't listen ..
I ain't gonna make it through another night and the pills 'n the caine and the drink and the drugs got me..
floating above ..
And the girls and cash the cars and the hash got me feelin' a rush..
A thousand voices in my head I don't know right from wrong ..
I'm breakin' down holdin' on I'm livin' song to song and Pipe you're my brother 'till the day that we die ..
I don't give a fuck who hears me cause ..
I ain't gonna lie so roll it up pour a cup drink it up smoke it up ..
I don't give a fuck we bout to blow this shit up
..

Monday, August 2, 2010

Four reckoning direction!!

Four directions emanates from my brain-stem, boundaries unknown. Unaware of where do they land or if they could concur except for their origin cognized that’s  me. They start from me yet, and yet they lose hold of me. I try to look, beyond my vision, and I see them smudged in rains, some at their yield point almost broken and at plasticity, some refraining to even come backwards to have  a word ,some beclouded by my own virtue, desires and slants.  
I try to make amends between all four but then they are recalcitrant and they have this shield protect like sun control cream having PH value that I cannot plow. How does it feel when someone you belong turns you off? Know what ?? Know what ?? I know exactly how it feels. My thoughts disown me sheer seconds after they uprose.                  
No sooner do I tend to take off, some unwelcomed directions land in to sabotage my fears of thoughts. And they come from my very own siblings trying to find DIRECTION for my life. Now, None,  None of these, none of these concur. Nor do I wish to make them meet, intrude or intervene.  
My life is managed by my editing tools sans an Undo. I make it bright , I make it colorless. I crop it if I wish to. I would !! I want my smart layer held fast. I filter it. I have its curve.
One fine day these directions shall meet with discernment. I don’t know when, where and how but I am working on it. Am I?? kidding am i? and when they shall, THE DAY WILL BE MINE ! Even if they do not, mere thought is plenty to keep myself stable. 

http://ingenuousrush.wordpress.com/

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Treasury notes !

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UMM:                :)
6:08 PM             i missed u the whole day
 HMM:              :(
 UMM:              .... i was like when this internet will work
                        and all
6:09 PM             its a good feeling to miss someone
                        somwhere when u get back in touch u feel so good..

Thursday, July 22, 2010

navi link

SEO !!
Search engine optimization !! that is what I have been digging out since months. Joe, One of best friend helped me get through SEO thing. For a change I loved it too. I explored enough to take my first assignment on Odesk. Didn think I’d get my first job so soon on Odesk. SO !! It was bingo paradise for me as my stepping stone.  Imagine! my first work and that to for a site that works on  online gambling game.(phew!! Sounds notorious for a novice like me).  Somehow I managed to deal with it. submissions to the directories. look for PR. look for mirror sites. Yeah dealing with it was an issue especially  with not so happy, nescient kind of employer that I had.
It took me 2 months to get into another assignment. Probably I was busy with other engagements and didn’t  get time enough to go to odesk and see the updates. Now, when I have got my second assignment, the employer is taking too long to respond. Aaargh !!
In between… telephonic interview with a technical person from rankuno.. !! Damn !! why do people take telephonic interviews when they know the office is mere 5kms from my place. Anyways, I hate it when voice breaks and someone calls u on the door just when u find yourself suitably answering the recruiter over phone.  Why do I get so nervous over interview? Darn it !! Stability is missing. God.. Give me stability.
Life is such a play, if you have the remote control over life, you’ll enjoy playing it for hours and if you are being controlled by somebody else, life looks like a coo inside wall hung clock, singing in an interlude of each hour..making an appearance outside clock only when needed. I wish I could make it . I want to make it. Chance…chance is all what I need.  Aaaaah… sadness…. !! euphoria saddens ! 

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Undialled

The very own thought of her could make her run through a weird sensation across her heart, her food pipe and flesh (budded with goose bumps) gave out inundating thoughts of how hypocrite she could be!!  To have double thought bleeding when she’d rather settle on one. She shared almost everything with her friends, family and if more intense to her confidante. But if seen apart from sharing her daily dainty rituals and Gossips there were humongous talks which used to remain unsaid to those of her high frequency friends. And if reckon  a bit louder it(not sure if it’s her heart or mind or soul ) said the reason behind not hashing out all the stuff before anyone was not merely lack of time devotion to friends or their forgetfulness or to mention- diversified thinking of two rather -an easy escape to dodge many unwelcomed thoughts from them—aauh…from friends of course !!

See like if she’d go for some placements and came back empty handed, she wouldn often confabulate about it to refrain sympathetic slid of their (FRNDS) emotions showering over her..she’d avoid telling them if she was dating someone they have unsettled issues with... she’d take pause and think twice to let them aware whom had she spent her last weekend with.. she’d certainly not ..avow if she was still going around with her X, she would not speak up cos at first instance it was never their matter of importance… if she had told them it wouldn have been a serious thought to dig into depths of these thoughts.. but were they ever were concerned??.. noa..noa !! she’d never share if at all she’d lost her  virginity when they knew she had just broken up a week back.. She’d have never shown up if she had dated her friends fiancée, she’d never tell them that they hurt her when they are foolishly within themselves and she no more feels the same comfortable watch- them cuddling as they make her realize absence of her partner at that moment, why should she tell them that she had no penny less or no penny more.. or If she still had doubt on  how close she felt  with them.. why should she need to tell them that she needed  them today or tonight and it’s impossible to come out of the trauma she’s  had been dealing along

And then…there were some concentrated ineffable moments which left her perplexed..as in she’d never  understand why do guys ask so many question when being hugged??.. gals like it to be silent..felt by body, touched by heart-Mind peace !!  and yeah…most importantly.. Whenever ..whenever she’d want to break ice and empty her stomach before them her friends would be severely lost in their drinks.. so  mind it !! It was never her mistake. she always meant  to tell all this nuisance but pretty pity circumstances didn allow her to be a honker.  Although when chattered,  non-sense she did talk,  she feverishly felt  when she wanted to talk something BIG she fell somewhere SHORT !!! autistic. Now see, how silly it is to bespeak your friend..” hey stop it....just keep mum and sit beside me..thats it”.. umm ..hm.. !!!  Anyways… It would have been nice if  HE (I mean HE thy GOD) had given us a power to read minds.. !!


 I hate her friends at times and I love them equitably. Its not always about being ME and ME and ME..but its sometimes about US and moreover its always about “YOU” in a friendship.. And she loved being theirs every possible time. I know it sounds like she’s possibly the second Gandhi frontier but yeah.. However they may be..and whatever ..However ghastly she could be..she liked them and I loved to be there for them.. NO matter who streamed into her account..!! she just felt awful when found herself  desired and ended up no one to hang on and “TALK”.. however most of the times they were around her but some were intense moments which kind of had made her theirs home place and didn seem to brim over and was found to live inside of her till eternity dies.. but then this numbness of empty chats didn last more than a day to come alive and start over..!! Cheers !!


  She….She was such alike ..no one would realize what she would be like..!! Certain thoughts are very personal..too personal to even deem over insightfully to oneself. There is no excuse why it should not be a part of a world other than oneself.  Ceasing..!!  


Rushali Ramteke,

Saturday, May 29, 2010

awaaz


Woh  humse guzarish karte hai ki meri in khamosh andaz-e-bayaan ko lafzo ka naam de
Humne toh gumsum si khamoshi unke naam qurbaan bhi kar di
Par ab tak saath nibhati khamoshi ye bardasht bhi kaise karti?
Khamosh lafzo ko samjha hai na samjhega koi kabhi yeh ehsaas toh us nadaan ko malum tha

Raas na aaya yeh mod zindagi ka jo kamabkht khamoshi ne awaaz ko nazar lagayi
Hoth toh humare khulne hi lage the ki parindo ne fadfadake hakikat sunayi

Kamjori hai unki jo woh humare maikhane aate
Do gham bhulake saath rangeen sama lipataye leke jaate 
Sau waadein woh karte hai, Sath nibhane ke unche unche khwab dikhate
aur fir khud hi khudko humara mehman batate 
llo karlo baat...!

Hum unki taaqat hai, woh humari kamjori kaise ban gaye?
Us darwaaze pe naina tikaye hai jaha roshni ne bhi paigam na pohchaye

Dhun jo gana chahe ye man, uske raag bhi kachche-pakka sa
Jis dil pe aahat dale baithe hai woh dil bhi beimaan dagabaaz sa

Is darwaaze ki khunti nahi hai sarkaar
Jab jazbaat umadh padhe rahega ye khula darbaar
Baarish toh tum aane se baras padi thi jaaneman
Mitti ki khushboo toh bas tera jism jata raha tha

Darr hai pal bitaye yuhi na mit jaaye
Armaan jo jagaaye who mitti aankho mai na dhas jaye..
Puri hai yeh kavita jo tum is dil mai bas jaao
Adhuri ho jaye yeh kahaani jo ruswa ke tum chale jaao!!!!

(original hai bossss....)
Rushali Ramteke,
http://noetic-ingenuity.blogspot.com/
http://rushali.posterous.com/

Friday, May 21, 2010

Cupid Struck ??

Cupid spends no second arrow on the same heart. 

Thursday, May 20, 2010

idleness

It is impossible to enjoy idling thoroughly unless one has plenty of work to do. There is no fun in doing nothing when you have nothing to do. Wasting time is merely an occupation then, and a most exhausting one.
"Idleness, like kisses, to be sweet must be stolen".

Thanks to one of my friend GG who recommended this book "idle thoughts of an idle fellow".. its fun to read, I am enjoying every moment. The satire that comes through while reading this novel mesmerizes me on many accounts..!! I keep wondering how explicitly Jerome K. Jerome has spelled the idle thoughts to deem upon.. !! 

Friday, May 14, 2010

Random thoughts


I feel sorry for words who never turn up..
and the silence for being inaudible to get disregarded..
The secrets are supposed to be between two hearts...
And I wonder how..Ocean keeps on integrating... as a whole..an entity..

Tears roll down, wet eyelashes have nothing more to say..
What should be heard is ranked by your presence..
are these words so important ??.. why is dis oral communication necessary..??
Be my guest..lay before me.. Feel me..
See it in my eyes..
you'd see stark nudity that can not be upheld in words
and you say you love me..  No!! I don't have doubt..
and still ..things seem like a daydream delusion..

Oh!! How tough could God to me..
i want to run away...i am a looser but does it mean i don't belong to be loved
or... make love.. !!

Ambiguity rules my life..
If I had to make something of myself...
Will u suppport me??...
I am insouciant..I am obnoxious...
I am psychokinetic in bunch of crowd who makes me feel Inferior..

Forget about me.. I know you are lonely..
and I had promised myself not to leave you lonely ever..
For whatever i'll be..or i am..
I am not gonna change..and you'll be loved..
it's a legendary connection between two souls who are incompatible and yet incomplete without each other..
 the senses awakens..

Chances are sleek for the togetherness.. but insane people are inundated with insanity...
and I am happy to belong there..

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

eyes and heart

Eyes often dont see what's been watched by heart...and heart often 
fails to realise what eyes see...may be subconsciously our heart closes to see things
which we dont want to see...
somethings are too late to understand..
and yeah.. unsynchronous it goes at times.. !!
and they say..
eyes are mirror of the soul.. urrgg...grrr...IT'S JUST COMPLICATED !! 

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

The Capillary action


Capillary life..
Riding on my bike, going uphill embracing the hills, I revise the concepts I just read and suddenly it struck that this phenomenon isn’t any different if applied to our lives..
Now what capillary action is..??.. Rise and fall of liquid surface in a small vertical tube held in a liquid relative to general level of liquid…water rises in the tube and mercury falls down..!! Surviving above the benchmark..!
Similarly… our life is this capillary tube… and what we see in capillary tube-the water is people around us making some of what we are. Inside capillary tube is the fraction of us from the bulk of world that lies outside us..The phenomenon between an entity and its neighbour.  
Living upto parents’ expectations, overcome the phobias of life, competition, stand for the right, flinch the conscience, guilt, hatred, Love, self generated hopes, Learning is involuntary, life is a learning process, the best lessons are taught staggeringly by life..in all this captive state one has to stand taller to stabilize his mind inside his cave. So.. it rises up, it rises up to make his own mark, to say it aloud I am different from the world, Poised and above all inside the capillary tube. It’s the race, everyone has to come out of society and make his impression. Being in the crowd is no more a bliss. You ought to present DIFFERENCE to make DIFFERENCE and be appreciated or chose to be the part of crowd unnoticed.  
The world outside is an illusion, Its not beautiful, its edacious. It eats you once you are delivered from the womb.As soon as you step outside, you’ll confront many things you are just unprepared, un assumed and incognizant for.  And if you are a public figure.. and you do not live upto the expectations of those, they suddenly turn their color..from water to mercury..they make you fall straight on your face, slapped, bedraggled, crocked up. They leave no trace to undone whats been done. And soon you seem nowhere in the picture below the crowd inside the mercury…  !!! Or its just the race.. either you win or lose.
The gravity effect… Up or below.. its always associated with the world outside..water or mercury…  Life remains constant..tube is miniscule to accommodate..and survive.. ! water makes you rise up…mercury makes you fall down..
Luckyare those who balance... Aah..suddenly..mumma’s womb seems the safest place to breath.. !!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Jeffrey Archer's THE PRODIGAL DAUGHTER


Well, many people have already texted down the review on this very famous novel, still. Ever since I read it, I wanted to write on the "not so much talked about" petite thing that taught me about what it meant to be like "LIVING TOGETHER". 
Florentyna Rosnovasky!!
Name stands aloud but in my thought it stands louder when reckoned as Mrs. KANE !!
Florentyna and Richard love each other and decides to marry against the will of their family after being un-patronized. loped-off from their family, they manage to pull off their lives together, much like a sun.. Like we see, in a simple picturesque, sun-shining in all direction and yet so powerfully alone in his sheen.
Floryntyana decides to run for political offices for which she travels and travels all the way -round the poles. Not a single time I read anywhere that Mr. Richard at anytime felt uncomfortable with Florentyna’s time schedule, long working hours, tours or any complain regarding not being able to give time to her family rather a true rouser. They both are shown so responsible and understanding. They make sure they travel together every now and then, whenever possible, have stayed together. All this, touched my heart and soul.
Both are ambitious and have shown vehemence for their goals to achieve in their lives. And yet, yet they had this strong communication between them irrespective of their work locations. The bond remained same from initiation to end. Richard supported her through thick and thin till he breathed.

Another very cute story that touched me is a little paragraph from “the Past” of her childhood, how her little friend admits that she could not vote for her as she didn’t know how FLORENTYNA was spelled and was cautious if her teacher would reprimand her for same.  

IF the story was to be written in today’s time, the book might have transgressed different  strokes, right from her candidacy for political offices to presidency. Being faithful to Richard and being loyal and cognizant towards Edward definitely makes an impression that lasts . The characters make the story happen. Fantabulous way to explore how relationships work apart from the journey THE LEAD led.   

Sunday, March 28, 2010

fursat mai

This is one of my dream project i wish to realize one day...ever since I heard this song, and heard of director's cut-an event of short movie making in ma college, i aspired to make a short-movie using this song. Owww !! The song is so special and so are the lyrics, Sunidhi Chauhan adds prestine eternity to the feelings of this song.                                                                           




Ek din fursat ne
thaame hath humare
le gayi us dagar pe
jaha rehti hai bahare
chal diye hum bhi ghar se 
hoke kuch befikar se 
dil tha apne bharose
hum the dil ke sahare

Raah mai mod aaya
roshni ho gayi kam
kuch dil ghabraya 
ke kaha aa gaye hum
aage us mod ke bhi
toh bahaare nahi thi
bhule kuch khwahishe aur
khwab the bas humare


bewjaha lag rahi thi
jab talaash humari
ik khushboo uthi aur
rut badal gayi saari
saamne toh khade the
failake baahein
jaise har dard mera 
khudme roke samaye

pal bada mukhtsar tha
tere seene pe sar tha
yun laga mar na jaaye
itni khushiyo ke maare