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“Wanderer” tats what describes me the best !! “Vella,bleak or a rester”, somewhr back in my mind I know the adjectives defining me are loosin the hold from good to bad !! reason bein simple tht it’s been 23yrs, exhaling CO2 and yet am so ambiguous of my ambition, too confused.. too strangled to come to any conclusion.. still havn’t found out what I’m looking for. This blog just came as rescue to kill ma time. I hope all ma asphyxiation to find a dead end here !! Those who have been part of ma life in special ways remain special forever, no amount of dispute or clefts add insanity to it. But then those need to be real special.. !! I am blessed to have best from "the best".. and still posses nothingness in me .. !! thrz a lot .. but some things are ineffable to pen down.. thts wht am comprised of !

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Friday, May 14, 2010

Random thoughts


I feel sorry for words who never turn up..
and the silence for being inaudible to get disregarded..
The secrets are supposed to be between two hearts...
And I wonder how..Ocean keeps on integrating... as a whole..an entity..

Tears roll down, wet eyelashes have nothing more to say..
What should be heard is ranked by your presence..
are these words so important ??.. why is dis oral communication necessary..??
Be my guest..lay before me.. Feel me..
See it in my eyes..
you'd see stark nudity that can not be upheld in words
and you say you love me..  No!! I don't have doubt..
and still ..things seem like a daydream delusion..

Oh!! How tough could God to me..
i want to run away...i am a looser but does it mean i don't belong to be loved
or... make love.. !!

Ambiguity rules my life..
If I had to make something of myself...
Will u suppport me??...
I am insouciant..I am obnoxious...
I am psychokinetic in bunch of crowd who makes me feel Inferior..

Forget about me.. I know you are lonely..
and I had promised myself not to leave you lonely ever..
For whatever i'll be..or i am..
I am not gonna change..and you'll be loved..
it's a legendary connection between two souls who are incompatible and yet incomplete without each other..
 the senses awakens..

Chances are sleek for the togetherness.. but insane people are inundated with insanity...
and I am happy to belong there..