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- Rushali
- “Wanderer” tats what describes me the best !! “Vella,bleak or a rester”, somewhr back in my mind I know the adjectives defining me are loosin the hold from good to bad !! reason bein simple tht it’s been 23yrs, exhaling CO2 and yet am so ambiguous of my ambition, too confused.. too strangled to come to any conclusion.. still havn’t found out what I’m looking for. This blog just came as rescue to kill ma time. I hope all ma asphyxiation to find a dead end here !! Those who have been part of ma life in special ways remain special forever, no amount of dispute or clefts add insanity to it. But then those need to be real special.. !! I am blessed to have best from "the best".. and still posses nothingness in me .. !! thrz a lot .. but some things are ineffable to pen down.. thts wht am comprised of !
Friday, May 21, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
idleness
It is impossible to enjoy idling thoroughly unless one has plenty of work to do. There is no fun in doing nothing when you have nothing to do. Wasting time is merely an occupation then, and a most exhausting one.
"Idleness, like kisses, to be sweet must be stolen".
Thanks to one of my friend GG who recommended this book "idle thoughts of an idle fellow".. its fun to read, I am enjoying every moment. The satire that comes through while reading this novel mesmerizes me on many accounts..!! I keep wondering how explicitly Jerome K. Jerome has spelled the idle thoughts to deem upon.. !!
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
Random thoughts
I feel sorry for words who never turn up..
and the silence for being inaudible to get disregarded..
The secrets are supposed to be between two hearts...
And I wonder how..Ocean keeps on integrating... as a whole..an entity..
Tears roll down, wet eyelashes have nothing more to say..
What should be heard is ranked by your presence..
are these words so important ??.. why is dis oral communication necessary..??
Be my guest..lay before me.. Feel me..
See it in my eyes..
you'd see stark nudity that can not be upheld in words
and you say you love me.. No!! I don't have doubt..
and still ..things seem like a daydream delusion..
Oh!! How tough could God to me..
i want to run away...i am a looser but does it mean i don't belong to be loved
or... make love.. !!
Ambiguity rules my life..
If I had to make something of myself...
Will u suppport me??...
I am insouciant..I am obnoxious...
I am psychokinetic in bunch of crowd who makes me feel Inferior..
Forget about me.. I know you are lonely..
and I had promised myself not to leave you lonely ever..
For whatever i'll be..or i am..
I am not gonna change..and you'll be loved..
it's a legendary connection between two souls who are incompatible and yet incomplete without each other..
the senses awakens..
Chances are sleek for the togetherness.. but insane people are inundated with insanity...
and I am happy to belong there..
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
eyes and heart
fails to realise what eyes see...may be subconsciously our heart closes to see things
which we dont want to see...
somethings are too late to understand..
and yeah.. unsynchronous it goes at times.. !!
and they say..
eyes are mirror of the soul.. urrgg...grrr...IT'S JUST COMPLICATED !!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
The Capillary action
Capillary life..
Riding on my bike, going uphill embracing the hills, I revise the concepts I just read and suddenly it struck that this phenomenon isn’t any different if applied to our lives..
Now what capillary action is..??.. Rise and fall of liquid surface in a small vertical tube held in a liquid relative to general level of liquid…water rises in the tube and mercury falls down..!! Surviving above the benchmark..!
Similarly… our life is this capillary tube… and what we see in capillary tube-the water is people around us making some of what we are. Inside capillary tube is the fraction of us from the bulk of world that lies outside us..The phenomenon between an entity and its neighbour.
Living upto parents’ expectations, overcome the phobias of life, competition, stand for the right, flinch the conscience, guilt, hatred, Love, self generated hopes, Learning is involuntary, life is a learning process, the best lessons are taught staggeringly by life..in all this captive state one has to stand taller to stabilize his mind inside his cave. So.. it rises up, it rises up to make his own mark, to say it aloud I am different from the world, Poised and above all inside the capillary tube. It’s the race, everyone has to come out of society and make his impression. Being in the crowd is no more a bliss. You ought to present DIFFERENCE to make DIFFERENCE and be appreciated or chose to be the part of crowd unnoticed.
The world outside is an illusion, Its not beautiful, its edacious. It eats you once you are delivered from the womb.As soon as you step outside, you’ll confront many things you are just unprepared, un assumed and incognizant for. And if you are a public figure.. and you do not live upto the expectations of those, they suddenly turn their color..from water to mercury..they make you fall straight on your face, slapped, bedraggled, crocked up. They leave no trace to undone whats been done. And soon you seem nowhere in the picture below the crowd inside the mercury… !!! Or its just the race.. either you win or lose.
The gravity effect… Up or below.. its always associated with the world outside..water or mercury… Life remains constant..tube is miniscule to accommodate..and survive.. ! water makes you rise up…mercury makes you fall down..
Luckyare those who balance... Aah..suddenly..mumma’s womb seems the safest place to breath.. !!
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