Run away

unwanted..place 

can't just I run away ?

unplaced..thoughts

Cant i be more cynical ?

unoccupied..quest

Can't I just be more desirous?

uncoquered..success

am I looser ? or am I a being played ? 

unvalued..presence

Must thr be a supreme power to dismiss the creep? 

unthinking..relations

Can't I be that lucky one ?

like they are .THE HAPPY SOULS !

unuderstood..efforts

Am I an abyssmal schum ?

unenjoyed fights

voice unheard

words tumbled

actions pantomimed

never the less cared

less of high spirits

more of lacrimal

money brings happiness

yes it does

as it's absence degrades the life,

For sure!

can I just not die, 

why can't I be a victim of it ?

who cares if its so early ?

am I a coward..

Oh ! Any senses ??

yeah ! yeah ! 

Let merry things let go by

Let the HIM bliss the destined

I am left besotted 

more of an onus

less of existence

and

ambiguty clears

fog dismissal

mazed and lost