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“Wanderer” tats what describes me the best !! “Vella,bleak or a rester”, somewhr back in my mind I know the adjectives defining me are loosin the hold from good to bad !! reason bein simple tht it’s been 23yrs, exhaling CO2 and yet am so ambiguous of my ambition, too confused.. too strangled to come to any conclusion.. still havn’t found out what I’m looking for. This blog just came as rescue to kill ma time. I hope all ma asphyxiation to find a dead end here !! Those who have been part of ma life in special ways remain special forever, no amount of dispute or clefts add insanity to it. But then those need to be real special.. !! I am blessed to have best from "the best".. and still posses nothingness in me .. !! thrz a lot .. but some things are ineffable to pen down.. thts wht am comprised of !

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Ingenuous
Being ingenuous

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Babies wallpaper

Found this beautiful wallpaper over net..

Saturday, April 30, 2011

Rio- the movie


Rio !

Saw a 3D movie today RIO !

My take:
It's about a blue bird who doesn't know how to fly. He himself is a geek who is taken to brasil where only female of his species is captivated. Anyways, cutting the story short. SO finally after some troublesome journey they get back together and on one special event when he kisses jewel,  he happens to gain some kind of confidence to fly.
Movie is quite predictable and has nothing much to offer except for some mind blowing scenes. The 3D effects are quite less but movie looks good oveall, especially with the good cinematography. Rio is cute and offers a good laugh.
Charecters are amazingly potrayed but the lack of plot fails to make any impression. I suppose the impact doesn't last for long since we've already scene many 3D, animated movies who have already set the bars quite high.
Know what world holds an opinion about RIO @ http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1436562/usercomments

Thursday, January 6, 2011

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Suicide is the work thy Cowards... fight back sans weapon is the work thy Rushali !

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Sweet talks

You see I was wondering how madly we love to hear what our friends have in store for us to tell. Seriously I never felt this before until I went to have jamboree time with my friends a day before. I had not meet them since long and i always had thought how much fun they engage in without my participation mainly because of my mother’s stringent attitude towards staying late at night and partially ’cause of  geographical distances. Anyways back to topic.. I can’t tell you how incessantly I love my friends speak.
It was such cute incidence when everyone else sans me was boozed in alcohol and laid down on bed at their comfort with the puppies frolicking around. It feels awesomely good to hear things you have always thought cute and sensible.  Of the friends there’s a couple who shared how they met each others folks and how they had their conversation about the nearby future. There’s so much to disclose but blog is not the right place to unwind such crushers. This shots are to be kept enshrouded until confided in the right one.
Anyways !! This is for my frineds..that sweethearts I love when you all speak..( of course not simultaneously) ! I love it when you crack those silly cracking PJ’s that has sense ( otherwise) .. Love it even more when everyone intellectually thinks about the inspiration  causing agent behind the successive outcome!! I hate your potty-full talks..shit (I hate myself for saying this)!
Just keep on talking guys  ..don’t restrict it to tittle-tattles but to long unending conversations where in I get to explore your imagination and the extent to which you can dig into any matter. If its boozing effect then let be it that way.. !! Love the way u all turn sentimental .. Love the dumbness and smart one liners..and aaah..those hoicking body language that speaks VOLUME !!!
But yeah for the exceptions.. who has moonier talk to unlax …PLEASE CHOOSE NOT ME !! I hate senseless loving talks that you have with your partner !! Keep it to yourself if you don’t aim to keep my learnings-avoid.
So guys…talk on… !!
A big hug to all.. !!

Rushali

Saturday, December 18, 2010

learnings @ SEO

Been quite long since i updated anything in this field. It's like it's been almost nt even half dozen of year (:P) since I started swimming into this stream called SEO and dunno what but few blog read made me feel i have sky to catch..learning seemed to have stopped at times..and i see wholesome sea to dive into.
Need to roll in with SMO and PPC ! What keeps me calm is the confidence in me to learn all of these within no time. Read  somewhere over GOOGLE that SEO web development to which i definitely agree but that just made me ponder why havn't I started learning "how to make a website" ? huh... Aargh !! 
Anyways.. It makes me feel delight to make myself understand what else i have learnt at pragmites..!! Recalls the days when i ws budging with blogs and forums. I thought I m hopelessly caught in wrong business until i ws moved into new team. Hurray ! I never wanted to get into this one but I knew if i had to learn new i'll have to keep my feet moving towards hell.
Web2.0's, Social bookmark blue print, Social bookmarks, updates, profiles..Link wheels ..ooh lala.. 
What i enjoyed making most is LINK WHEEL !! For software always generates some error.. and it takes hell to dig into which link went where.. phew !!
I don't mind spending minutes desinging the best possible web page through web 2.0's but sadly the number of clients that my team deals with do not permit me give much time to designing and since LFE has arrived i hardly need to bother.
I am overwhelmed and amazed to see how LInk wheel makes wonder to websites. WOW !! 
I know i have a lazy butt but still i manage to read few online tutorials on web CEO And market samurai. I see my colleague working on it making reports ...who goes mad..insane and berserk while watching the ratings go up and down. 
Cant wait to get into on page optimization..SMO and planning.. !!!

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Been quite long since i updated anything in this field. It's like it's been almost nt even half dozen of year (:P) since I started swimming into this stream called SEO and dunno what but few blog read made me feel i have sky to catch..learning seemed to have stopped at times..and i see wholesome sea to dive into.
Need to roll in with SMO and PPC ! What keeps me calm is the confidence in me to learn all of these within no time. Read  somewhere over GOOGLE that SEO web development to which i definitely agree but that just made me ponder why havn't I started learning "how to make a website" ? huh... Aargh !! 
Anyways.. It makes me feel delight to make myself understand what else i have learnt at pragmites..!! Recalls the days when i ws budging with blogs and forums. I thought I m hopelessly caught in wrong business until i ws moved into new team. Hurray ! I never wanted to get into this one but I knew if i had to learn new i'll have to keep my feet moving towards hell.
Web2.0's, Social bookmark blue print, Social bookmarks, updates, profiles..Link wheels ..ooh lala.. 
What i enjoyed making most is LINK WHEEL !! For software always generates some error.. and it takes hell to dig into which link went where.. phew !!
I don't mind spending minutes desinging the best possible web page through web 2.0's but sadly the number of clients that my team deals with do not permit me give much time to designing and since LFE has arrived i hardly need to bother.
I am overwhelmed and amazed to see how LInk wheel makes wonder to websites. WOW !! 
I know i have a lazy butt but still i manage to read few online tutorials on web CEO And market samurai. I see my colleague working on it making reports ...who goes mad..insane and berserk while watching the ratings go up and down. 
Cant wait to get into on page optimization..SMO and planning.. !!!

Monday, December 13, 2010

On a sad note..

It hurts to see people not loving for what you are but what they expect you to be like.. It’s what they think you could be like.. its what they had always imagined you to be like.. !! It hurts further deeper when endeavor to make them impress goes unnoticed.

Aargh !! Feels DEJECTED  to learn things you just did went unappreciated.
I wonder on my comradeship  with you and wonder more on your presence in my life irrespective of my clumsyness or to be more frank ..for being a fashion disaster.. !!! Damn !! Sometimes i hate you more than how much i loved you once.

On a sad note..

It hurts to see people not loving for what you are but what they expect you to be like.. It’s what they think you could be like.. its what they had always imagined you to be like.. !! It hurts further deeper when endeavor to make them impress goes unnoticed.

Aargh !! Feels DEJECTED  to learn things you just did went unappreciated.
I wonder on my comradeship  with you and wonder more on your presence in my life irrespective of my clumsyness or to be more frank ..for being a fashion disaster.. !!! Damn !! Sometimes i hate you more than how much i loved you once.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

PLEAD !!

Had no idea that you would come into my realm and produce so many cute and serene memories.. 
Been in love umpteen times but never was so unconditional as it was for you..!! 
I remember i was packing my luggage ..I had to act sapient in order not to miss anything that was needed for my bhau's ceremony..  ..when you were playing all around me just in mood to play around..rollick around.. not making any nuisance and all I could do was speak with you.. And i noticed you sweetto.. I noticed you.. !!  I wish i had embraced you then.. I wish i had cuddled you enough not to let go off me anywhere.. !!   
I toh didn't even say you bye while on my way to station.. was too hurried to take ur glance.. Thought i toh would meet you very soon at nagpur..!! Damn !!!! Damn !! 
Was broken into pieces when i heard you were no more.. ! I could see how you had been through..  I wish i could take all that pain If i wish..I could.. !! I can feel that cowardly moment when i was laughing in my comfort zone.. thinking what not.. and you were taking your last breaths far away from me.. !!! I know.. you must have called me.. but  i couldn hear you..perhaps i was too aloud in my space to let in any voices in my ears.. !!  
Like vicky told me how it happened to you..i can feel that hunger of yours to breath.. need to live.. need to understand what you said..  I have nothing to say...but this is just to tell you that i realize.. I realize it was my mistake..   
Babdu..That doctor didn inform me that it was not safe to travel for you.. that jerk didn tell me.. otherwis i wouldn have dared take you from here.. !!! 
I am sorry... Sorry... My ignorance caused you death... !!!!! I still recall..how my dad had his grave expression when.. he told.. how he embraced you when you were striving to breath ... I could see what trauma your death brought in our family... !! 
What tortures me the fact that.. I couldn reach out to help you.. !! Mere thought asphyxiates me..  Sorry is such a small word.. Babdu.. I know " I AM RESPONSIBLE"..  for whatever happened.. Please forgive me... !!   I still feel the warmth your fur caused to my fingers.. I still remembers those twinkling red eyes.. running outrageously for methi.. !! I remmber the dramepana that you did in kitchen .. How you jumped in the garden testing your limits.. how you legs used to slip on marbel.. how you used to frighten in lift.. HOw you used to come over my bed and pee.. i remmbr... YOU... !!  
Chotu.. If possible.. come ..alive.. in my realm.. once again.. and I promise.. I wont let you down.. !!! I PROMISE !!! or when I die.. I PRAY to that almighty (if exists) to lay my grave beside you.. And then ..i'll shower all the love i couldn in this life.. !! 

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

#animal count

Daily animal count in my life..
 

Camel  15+ (down-hill accompanied by goats)

Goats    6+ (down-hill ) 

Dogs    10+ (some sleeepin in middle of road.. few.. barkin.. and few...          stranded )

Swines  3+ (mostly a mother/father accompanied by their offspring ..:P)

Sparrow 4  (flappin there wings)
Horses   3+ (mostly .crossing road.. on camp side..)
Crow     1  (heard never seen)
Cats      3  (below office buildin.. Now they come runnin when i say miow...)         Love those kittens.

Pigeon  1   (outside bathroom window) 
(this makes a beautiful ride to my workplace.. I ignore the human beings n concentrate on these animals... Its pretty cool and intriguing to observe them.. Worth reckin n deemin it aloud)

Rushali Ramteke,
http://noetic-ingenuity.blogspot.com/
http://rushali.posterous.com/

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Dont they look similar ? on Twitpic

Dont they look similar ? on Twitpic

SPUN !

My superstition got me wishin' for another life and if I don't listen ..
I ain't gonna make it through another night and the pills 'n the caine and the drink and the drugs got me..
floating above ..
And the girls and cash the cars and the hash got me feelin' a rush..
A thousand voices in my head I don't know right from wrong ..
I'm breakin' down holdin' on I'm livin' song to song and Pipe you're my brother 'till the day that we die ..
I don't give a fuck who hears me cause ..
I ain't gonna lie so roll it up pour a cup drink it up smoke it up ..
I don't give a fuck we bout to blow this shit up
..

Monday, August 2, 2010

Four reckoning direction!!

Four directions emanates from my brain-stem, boundaries unknown. Unaware of where do they land or if they could concur except for their origin cognized that’s  me. They start from me yet, and yet they lose hold of me. I try to look, beyond my vision, and I see them smudged in rains, some at their yield point almost broken and at plasticity, some refraining to even come backwards to have  a word ,some beclouded by my own virtue, desires and slants.  
I try to make amends between all four but then they are recalcitrant and they have this shield protect like sun control cream having PH value that I cannot plow. How does it feel when someone you belong turns you off? Know what ?? Know what ?? I know exactly how it feels. My thoughts disown me sheer seconds after they uprose.                  
No sooner do I tend to take off, some unwelcomed directions land in to sabotage my fears of thoughts. And they come from my very own siblings trying to find DIRECTION for my life. Now, None,  None of these, none of these concur. Nor do I wish to make them meet, intrude or intervene.  
My life is managed by my editing tools sans an Undo. I make it bright , I make it colorless. I crop it if I wish to. I would !! I want my smart layer held fast. I filter it. I have its curve.
One fine day these directions shall meet with discernment. I don’t know when, where and how but I am working on it. Am I?? kidding am i? and when they shall, THE DAY WILL BE MINE ! Even if they do not, mere thought is plenty to keep myself stable. 

http://ingenuousrush.wordpress.com/

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Treasury notes !

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UMM:                :)
6:08 PM             i missed u the whole day
 HMM:              :(
 UMM:              .... i was like when this internet will work
                        and all
6:09 PM             its a good feeling to miss someone
                        somwhere when u get back in touch u feel so good..

Thursday, July 22, 2010

navi link

SEO !!
Search engine optimization !! that is what I have been digging out since months. Joe, One of best friend helped me get through SEO thing. For a change I loved it too. I explored enough to take my first assignment on Odesk. Didn think I’d get my first job so soon on Odesk. SO !! It was bingo paradise for me as my stepping stone.  Imagine! my first work and that to for a site that works on  online gambling game.(phew!! Sounds notorious for a novice like me).  Somehow I managed to deal with it. submissions to the directories. look for PR. look for mirror sites. Yeah dealing with it was an issue especially  with not so happy, nescient kind of employer that I had.
It took me 2 months to get into another assignment. Probably I was busy with other engagements and didn’t  get time enough to go to odesk and see the updates. Now, when I have got my second assignment, the employer is taking too long to respond. Aaargh !!
In between… telephonic interview with a technical person from rankuno.. !! Damn !! why do people take telephonic interviews when they know the office is mere 5kms from my place. Anyways, I hate it when voice breaks and someone calls u on the door just when u find yourself suitably answering the recruiter over phone.  Why do I get so nervous over interview? Darn it !! Stability is missing. God.. Give me stability.
Life is such a play, if you have the remote control over life, you’ll enjoy playing it for hours and if you are being controlled by somebody else, life looks like a coo inside wall hung clock, singing in an interlude of each hour..making an appearance outside clock only when needed. I wish I could make it . I want to make it. Chance…chance is all what I need.  Aaaaah… sadness…. !! euphoria saddens ! 

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Undialled

The very own thought of her could make her run through a weird sensation across her heart, her food pipe and flesh (budded with goose bumps) gave out inundating thoughts of how hypocrite she could be!!  To have double thought bleeding when she’d rather settle on one. She shared almost everything with her friends, family and if more intense to her confidante. But if seen apart from sharing her daily dainty rituals and Gossips there were humongous talks which used to remain unsaid to those of her high frequency friends. And if reckon  a bit louder it(not sure if it’s her heart or mind or soul ) said the reason behind not hashing out all the stuff before anyone was not merely lack of time devotion to friends or their forgetfulness or to mention- diversified thinking of two rather -an easy escape to dodge many unwelcomed thoughts from them—aauh…from friends of course !!

See like if she’d go for some placements and came back empty handed, she wouldn often confabulate about it to refrain sympathetic slid of their (FRNDS) emotions showering over her..she’d avoid telling them if she was dating someone they have unsettled issues with... she’d take pause and think twice to let them aware whom had she spent her last weekend with.. she’d certainly not ..avow if she was still going around with her X, she would not speak up cos at first instance it was never their matter of importance… if she had told them it wouldn have been a serious thought to dig into depths of these thoughts.. but were they ever were concerned??.. noa..noa !! she’d never share if at all she’d lost her  virginity when they knew she had just broken up a week back.. She’d have never shown up if she had dated her friends fiancĂ©e, she’d never tell them that they hurt her when they are foolishly within themselves and she no more feels the same comfortable watch- them cuddling as they make her realize absence of her partner at that moment, why should she tell them that she had no penny less or no penny more.. or If she still had doubt on  how close she felt  with them.. why should she need to tell them that she needed  them today or tonight and it’s impossible to come out of the trauma she’s  had been dealing along

And then…there were some concentrated ineffable moments which left her perplexed..as in she’d never  understand why do guys ask so many question when being hugged??.. gals like it to be silent..felt by body, touched by heart-Mind peace !!  and yeah…most importantly.. Whenever ..whenever she’d want to break ice and empty her stomach before them her friends would be severely lost in their drinks.. so  mind it !! It was never her mistake. she always meant  to tell all this nuisance but pretty pity circumstances didn allow her to be a honker.  Although when chattered,  non-sense she did talk,  she feverishly felt  when she wanted to talk something BIG she fell somewhere SHORT !!! autistic. Now see, how silly it is to bespeak your friend..” hey stop it....just keep mum and sit beside me..thats it”.. umm ..hm.. !!!  Anyways… It would have been nice if  HE (I mean HE thy GOD) had given us a power to read minds.. !!


 I hate her friends at times and I love them equitably. Its not always about being ME and ME and ME..but its sometimes about US and moreover its always about “YOU” in a friendship.. And she loved being theirs every possible time. I know it sounds like she’s possibly the second Gandhi frontier but yeah.. However they may be..and whatever ..However ghastly she could be..she liked them and I loved to be there for them.. NO matter who streamed into her account..!! she just felt awful when found herself  desired and ended up no one to hang on and “TALK”.. however most of the times they were around her but some were intense moments which kind of had made her theirs home place and didn seem to brim over and was found to live inside of her till eternity dies.. but then this numbness of empty chats didn last more than a day to come alive and start over..!! Cheers !!


  She….She was such alike ..no one would realize what she would be like..!! Certain thoughts are very personal..too personal to even deem over insightfully to oneself. There is no excuse why it should not be a part of a world other than oneself.  Ceasing..!!  


Rushali Ramteke,

Saturday, May 29, 2010

awaaz


Woh  humse guzarish karte hai ki meri in khamosh andaz-e-bayaan ko lafzo ka naam de
Humne toh gumsum si khamoshi unke naam qurbaan bhi kar di
Par ab tak saath nibhati khamoshi ye bardasht bhi kaise karti?
Khamosh lafzo ko samjha hai na samjhega koi kabhi yeh ehsaas toh us nadaan ko malum tha

Raas na aaya yeh mod zindagi ka jo kamabkht khamoshi ne awaaz ko nazar lagayi
Hoth toh humare khulne hi lage the ki parindo ne fadfadake hakikat sunayi

Kamjori hai unki jo woh humare maikhane aate
Do gham bhulake saath rangeen sama lipataye leke jaate 
Sau waadein woh karte hai, Sath nibhane ke unche unche khwab dikhate
aur fir khud hi khudko humara mehman batate 
llo karlo baat...!

Hum unki taaqat hai, woh humari kamjori kaise ban gaye?
Us darwaaze pe naina tikaye hai jaha roshni ne bhi paigam na pohchaye

Dhun jo gana chahe ye man, uske raag bhi kachche-pakka sa
Jis dil pe aahat dale baithe hai woh dil bhi beimaan dagabaaz sa

Is darwaaze ki khunti nahi hai sarkaar
Jab jazbaat umadh padhe rahega ye khula darbaar
Baarish toh tum aane se baras padi thi jaaneman
Mitti ki khushboo toh bas tera jism jata raha tha

Darr hai pal bitaye yuhi na mit jaaye
Armaan jo jagaaye who mitti aankho mai na dhas jaye..
Puri hai yeh kavita jo tum is dil mai bas jaao
Adhuri ho jaye yeh kahaani jo ruswa ke tum chale jaao!!!!

(original hai bossss....)
Rushali Ramteke,
http://noetic-ingenuity.blogspot.com/
http://rushali.posterous.com/

Friday, May 21, 2010

Cupid Struck ??

Cupid spends no second arrow on the same heart. 

Thursday, May 20, 2010

idleness

It is impossible to enjoy idling thoroughly unless one has plenty of work to do. There is no fun in doing nothing when you have nothing to do. Wasting time is merely an occupation then, and a most exhausting one.
"Idleness, like kisses, to be sweet must be stolen".

Thanks to one of my friend GG who recommended this book "idle thoughts of an idle fellow".. its fun to read, I am enjoying every moment. The satire that comes through while reading this novel mesmerizes me on many accounts..!! I keep wondering how explicitly Jerome K. Jerome has spelled the idle thoughts to deem upon.. !!