Random thoughts

I feel sorry for words who never turn up..
and the silence for being inaudible to get disregarded..
The secrets are supposed to be between two hearts...
And I wonder how..Ocean keeps on integrating... as a whole..an entity..

Tears roll down, wet eyelashes have nothing more to say..
What should be heard is ranked by your presence..
are these words so important ??.. why is dis oral communication necessary..??
Be my guest..lay before me.. Feel me..
See it in my eyes..
you'd see stark nudity that can not be upheld in words
and you say you love me..  No!! I don't have doubt..
and still ..things seem like a daydream delusion..

Oh!! How tough could God to me..
i want to run away...i am a looser but does it mean i don't belong to be loved
or... make love.. !!

Ambiguity rules my life..
If I had to make something of myself...
Will u suppport me??...
I am insouciant..I am obnoxious...
I am psychokinetic in bunch of crowd who makes me feel Inferior..

Forget about me.. I know you are lonely..
and I had promised myself not to leave you lonely ever..
For whatever i'll be..or i am..
I am not gonna change..and you'll be loved..
it's a legendary connection between two souls who are incompatible and yet incomplete without each other..
 the senses awakens..

Chances are sleek for the togetherness.. but insane people are inundated with insanity...
and I am happy to belong there..

eyes and heart

Eyes often dont see what's been watched by heart...and heart often 

fails to realise what eyes see...may be subconsciously our heart closes to see things

which we dont want to see...

somethings are too late to understand..

and yeah.. unsynchronous it goes at times.. !!

and they say..

eyes are mirror of the soul.. urrgg...grrr...IT'S JUST COMPLICATED !! 

Rushali Ramteke,http://noetic-ingenuity.blogspot.com/
http://rushali.posterous.com/

The Capillary action

Capillary life..

Riding on my bike, going uphill embracing the hills, I revise the concepts I just read and suddenly it struck that this phenomenon isn’t any different if applied to our lives..

Now what capillary action is..??.. Rise and fall of liquid surface in a small vertical tube held in a liquid relative to general level of liquid…water rises in the tube and mercury falls down..!! Surviving above the benchmark..!

Similarly… our life is this capillary tube… and what we see in capillary tube-the water is people around us making some of what we are. Inside capillary tube is the fraction of us from the bulk of world that lies outside us..The phenomenon between an entity and its neighbour.  

Living upto parents’ expectations, overcome the phobias of life, competition, stand for the right, flinch the conscience, guilt, hatred, Love, self generated hopes, Learning is involuntary, life is a learning process, the best lessons are taught staggeringly by life..in all this captive state one has to stand taller to stabilize his mind inside his cave. So.. it rises up, it rises up to make his own mark, to say it aloud I am different from the world, Poised and above all inside the capillary tube. It’s the race, everyone has to come out of society and make his impression. Being in the crowd is no more a bliss. You ought to present DIFFERENCE to make DIFFERENCE and be appreciated or chose to be the part of crowd unnoticed.  

The world outside is an illusion, Its not beautiful, its edacious. It eats you once you are delivered from the womb.As soon as you step outside, you’ll confront many things you are just unprepared, un assumed and incognizant for.  And if you are a public figure.. and you do not live upto the expectations of those, they suddenly turn their color..from water to mercury..they make you fall straight on your face, slapped, bedraggled, crocked up. They leave no trace to undone whats been done. And soon you seem nowhere in the picture below the crowd inside the mercury…  !!! Or its just the race.. either you win or lose.

The gravity effect… Up or below.. its always associated with the world outside..water or mercury…  Life remains constant..tube is miniscule to accommodate..and survive.. ! water makes you rise up…mercury makes you fall down..

Luckyare those who balance... Aah..suddenly..mumma’s womb seems the safest place to breath.. !!

Jeffrey Archer's THE PRODIGAL DAUGHTER

Well, many people have already texted down the review on this very famous novel, still. Ever since I read it, I wanted to write on the "not so much talked about" petite thing that taught me about what it meant to be like "LIVING TOGETHER". 

Florentyna Rosnovasky!!

Name stands aloud but in my thought it stands louder when reckoned as Mrs. KANE !!

Florentyna and Richard love each other and decides to marry against the will of their family after being un-patronized. loped-off from their family, they manage to pull off their lives together, much like a sun.. Like we see, in a simple picturesque, sun-shining in all direction and yet so powerfully alone in his sheen.

Floryntyana decides to run for political offices for which she travels and travels all the way -round the poles. Not a single time I read anywhere that Mr. Richard at anytime felt uncomfortable with Florentyna’s time schedule, long working hours, tours or any complain regarding not being able to give time to her family rather a true rouser. They both are shown so responsible and understanding. They make sure they travel together every now and then, whenever possible, have stayed together. All this, touched my heart and soul.

Both are ambitious and have shown vehemence for their goals to achieve in their lives. And yet, yet they had this strong communication between them irrespective of their work locations. The bond remained same from initiation to end. Richard supported her through thick and thin till he breathed.

Another very cute story that touched me is a little paragraph from “the Past” of her childhood, how her little friend admits that she could not vote for her as she didn’t know how FLORENTYNA was spelled and was cautious if her teacher would reprimand her for same.  

IF the story was to be written in today’s time, the book might have transgressed different  strokes, right from her candidacy for political offices to presidency. Being faithful to Richard and being loyal and cognizant towards Edward definitely makes an impression that lasts . The characters make the story happen. Fantabulous way to explore how relationships work apart from the journey THE LEAD led.   

Rushali Ramteke,

http://noetic-ingenuity.blogspot.com/

http://rushali.posterous.com/

fursat mai

This is one of my dream project i wish to realize one day...ever since I heard this song, and heard of director's cut-an event of short movie making in ma college, i aspired to make a short-movie using this song. Owww !! The song is so special and so are the lyrics, Sunidhi Chauhan adds prestine eternity to the feelings of this song.                                                                           

Ek din fursat ne

thaame hath humare

le gayi us dagar pe

jaha rehti hai bahare

chal diye hum bhi ghar se 

hoke kuch befikar se 

dil tha apne bharose

hum the dil ke sahare

Raah mai mod aaya

roshni ho gayi kam

kuch dil ghabraya 

ke kaha aa gaye hum

aage us mod ke bhi

toh bahaare nahi thi

bhule kuch khwahishe aur

khwab the bas humare

bewjaha lag rahi thi

jab talaash humari

ik khushboo uthi aur

rut badal gayi saari

saamne toh khade the

failake baahein

jaise har dard mera 

khudme roke samaye

pal bada mukhtsar tha

tere seene pe sar tha

yun laga mar na jaaye

itni khushiyo ke maare

Run away

unwanted..place 

can't just I run away ?

unplaced..thoughts

Cant i be more cynical ?

unoccupied..quest

Can't I just be more desirous?

uncoquered..success

am I looser ? or am I a being played ? 

unvalued..presence

Must thr be a supreme power to dismiss the creep? 

unthinking..relations

Can't I be that lucky one ?

like they are .THE HAPPY SOULS !

unuderstood..efforts

Am I an abyssmal schum ?

unenjoyed fights

voice unheard

words tumbled

actions pantomimed

never the less cared

less of high spirits

more of lacrimal

money brings happiness

yes it does

as it's absence degrades the life,

For sure!

can I just not die, 

why can't I be a victim of it ?

who cares if its so early ?

am I a coward..

Oh ! Any senses ??

yeah ! yeah ! 

Let merry things let go by

Let the HIM bliss the destined

I am left besotted 

more of an onus

less of existence

and

ambiguty clears

fog dismissal

mazed and lost 

Basic one layer chocholate cake (brownie)

Ingredients
1+1/3 cup (150 g) all-purpose flour
1+½ cup (330 g) sugar
4 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder (2tablespoon for if you for light taste)
1 teaspoon baking powder
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
170 g butter (can also use less quantity if not butter freaky)
25ml boiling water
3 eggs

Method
1. Preheat oven to 350 deg F or 180 deg C
2. Line a 13 x 9 in (33 x 23 cm) cake tin with grease proof or other non-stick paper and grease the tin ( I used a bowl but do not consider bowl a good option if you go for double proportion)
3. Melt the butter in a saucepan put warm water in it
4. Sieve flour and baking powder twice
5. Add sugar and cocoa powder to it
6. Take eggs in separate bowl and Beat the egg very well until it becomes lighter and looks like double the original quantity. (As you do while making omelet )
7. Mix 3+5 +6+vanilla essence
8. Now blend this mixture in one direction ( either circular or 8 oriented) till it looks fluffy and smooth
9. Bake at 350F (180 degree)until a wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean, approximately 20-25minutes.
10. Cool the cake.
11. Serve it with vanilla ice-cream ( I used kesar flavor which didn taste good with chocholate flavor)